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Post by Artemis Smythesson on Feb 11, 2008 0:08:08 GMT -5
The writings of Artemis Smythesson from my personal journal, where I stores all my thoughts, dreams, and feelings.
I won't write in here day to day. Rather, only when I feel the need to pour out my feelings, or when I'm bored and have nothing to do.[/size][/font][/font]
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Post by Artemis Smythesson on Feb 11, 2008 0:44:42 GMT -5
Sunday 10
It's been a long day, and it's only lunch! Not much happened, though that's probably why the day has been soooo long. We have the day off, meaning that most the other Riders were at the Dove or practicing for the hell of it. But, I, personally, don't want to do either of those things. I'm not in the most social of moods at the moment.
Maybe it's because he's away on patrol now that the day seems longer. It's funny. I never thought myself one to get caught, but he just.... I dunno.... Sometimes I find myself wondering why I'm dating him and letting myself be tied down. But then I remember how I feel around him and how much I love him. But it's still so different than when I was single. I mean, I still flirt, but before it was flirting with no boundaries. ...I mean, I didn't do anything but flirt, but sometimes I feel so bad for flirting, cause it's making him unhappy, but it's a part of me...
Ah! I'm hungry... well, I'll write again later!
~Artemis
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Post by Artemis Smythesson on Feb 13, 2008 2:23:44 GMT -5
Sunday 10
After Supper
My day actually turned exciting after lunch!! I officially met Annie, Princess of Tortall!!
That was different!!! I'd heard that she wasn't stuck up or anything like that, but I figured that it was mostly just rumours, sure people could be nice, but the higher the noble rank the more they seemed to have layers. But Annie seemed to sincerely want a friend, not that I have the Sight so that I was able to tell if she was lying to me or not, but my gut tells me she was being honest.
We went out riding.... it's sort of ironic that my only day off this month was spent riding! Oh well, it was nice to ride at a slower more leisurely pass, instead of the brutal force we ride in the Riders.
The light's growing dim and I'm not in the mood to waste more candle wax than I have too, so I'll write again in a few days.
~Artemis[/color]
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Post by Artemis Smythesson on May 27, 2008 23:39:07 GMT -5
Sunday 20
Today was the ball! It was amazing!! I flirted with a squire named Jack for the first half. That was fun! He seemed nice and was willing to flirt back.
Then Bob arrived. I must say I was exremely surprised to see him! I hadn't expected to see him for a while yet. It's not that I'm unhappy that he's back, I'm ecstatic, but I was sorta looking forward to doing a bit more flirting and Bob tends to get jealous when I flirt.
I also felt bad for Jack. I'd been flirting with him for the better part of the night and then I turned to Bob... and it felt a bit awkward....
But I must say that I looked simply amazing in my dress! It was a dark green with gold at the hems and a gold belt. I had a red shawl that was trimmed with gold as well. My favourite part was the green choker necklace. Mom wasn't too pleased with it when she saw it, but it went well with what I was wearing.
~Artemis[/color]
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Post by Artemis Smythesson on Jul 23, 2008 1:03:37 GMT -5
Sunday 21
Its the day after the ball and I only just got back to my room. I went with Bob to his room last night. On the verge of crying on the way there, due to Bob's rudeness to the Squire Jack. I'd calmed down by the time we'd gotten to his room.
I cried a few times after that as well. Bob is going down with the first wave, I believe, to go to the Scanran border to fight in the war. He's only going to be home for another two weeks.... and he only just got here! It isn't fair! *tear blot* Goddess! I hope that we survive this!!
After that.... well, lets just say that Bob comforted me. For a few hours.
I'm going to have a nap... I'll write more later.
~Artemis[/color]
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Post by Artemis Smythesson on Sept 3, 2008 17:44:20 GMT -5
*tear stains litter the page*
Monday 31,
Oh Great Mother! Please just kill me now! I'm lost! I don't know what to do anymore!
I'm pregnant! And Bob goes to the front line in a week! What am I going to do? I'm not ready for marriage or children, though I know that Bob wants both!
I'm still just so unsure on whether or not that Bob's the one for me. Yes, I love him, but I don't know if I want to spend eternity with him...
Oh Goddess...... help me please!
~Artemis[/color]
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